An interpretation of STORM’s VCR at SS4.

Donghae, Kyuhyun, Ryeowook, Yesung, Sungmin

…what really happened.

A/N: what you are about to read contains hints of rape + violence, please read at your own risk.

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Reflection I

KRYSD is haunted by their past.

One day, KRYSD went out for a drink. They had too much that they lost their minds and let whatever’s left of their sanity take them over. Having too much to drink, they wandered to a field.

They were having fun going around drunk when the girl that they have been keeping an eye on for some time passed by. Donghae especially have been looking out for her for the past weeks, developing something more than just a little crush on her. The rest just simply had built desires for her at the moment. Having lost their minds completely, they began following her to the field.

As the girl noticed five drunken men going after her, she dragged her feet in a faster pace. Kyuhyun, too absorbed by his desires, malevolently chased after her. He kept up with the girl in no time, pulling her arm harshly. The rest caught up with them and surrounded the girl with malicious grins and sneers. This terrified the girl more. She tried to pull away from Kyuhyun’s tight grip, screaming, but her strength to pull free had gone when Yesung slapped her hard on the face instead.

Donghae stared at her intently, his eyes full of lust and need. Sungmin went close and pulled her hair to expose her neck more. Sungmin jeered upon seeing this view. The girl still entrapped by Kyuhyun’s strong arms.

“Donghae hyung. What else do you want to do with her?” Ryeowook smirked as he lifted the girl’s dress abover her knee. The girl struggled in the combined strength of Kyuhyun and Sungmin. Donghae walked closer. He touched her face gently with his finger, tracing her jaw.

”____-ah, you are always too beautiful.” He held her chin with his one hand and roughly pulled her face closer to his. “Always too beautiful that it hurts.” His eyes glared at her for a few moments.

Kyuhyun’s arm snaked on her waist. The girl started to cry, asking them to let her go. But the five of them could hear nothing but the pulses in their veins pounding so hard from excitement and longing.

Donghae let his face come closer to hers until it came in contact with her skin. The girl sobbed with her eyes closed, knowing she couldn’t escape these five men surrounding her. Donghae smelled her hair, her face, her cheek. His nose touching every surface of her skin, breathing her heavily. His lips brushed her jawline and he tasted a bit of her skin there.

He let out a little moan and laughed breathlessly. Kyuhyun had her pinned onto him, Sungmin still clutching a handful of her hair, Yesung and Ryeowook both holding one of her arms in place.

“This will be quick ___-ah.” It wouldn’t hurt… that much.” Donghae sneered and started kissing every part of her that he can reach.

The eyes of the four followed Donghae’s every movement, wanting to be in his place. Soon after, the girl had stopped struggling. She sobbed harder as it happened. She was about to get laid by five men she barely knew. She was about to be raped. And there she was lying on a dirty ground in the middle of a field where no one will see them, there was nothing she could do.

Her white dress is now being pulled away from her, and she lied there weakly. In the midst of pulling her dress, Kyuhyun stopped Donghae.

“Just tear it away.” He grunted, losing control over what he has been feeling himself. Donghae glared at him.

“I will do what I want to do.” He threw his arm away.

Something burst in Kyuhyun and he grabbed Donghae’s collar.

Donghae was hovering over the girl while Kyuhyun freed the girl’s hand to clutch Donghae.

“I will tell you what to do.” Kyuhyun breathed onto him.

Ryeowook was suprised at this sudden fight that he stood to stop the other two. But Sungmin was faster. He pushed Donghae and Kyuhyun away, tearing them apart from each other. Donghae dropping on his back on the ground, while Kyuhyun fell backwards, stumbling on his feet.

Yesung was left pinning the girl’s hand to the ground as he watched the other four push each other out of anger.

___ found this as her chance. She opened her eyes feebly and saw what was happening around her. With all that’s left of her strength, she pulled herself up and stood. She stepped on Yesung’s arm really hard and he freed her arm at once. Yesung yelped in pain and the other four saw the girl running away from them.

The girl dragged her feet faster, her breath hitching with her every step but she was escaping. She was finally getting away. She pumped her fist and legs faster with all her might. She’s almost at the end of the field. She can see the light.

…A few seconds later, she heard a roaring engine behind her. Before she can even look back, a black car hit her like a fast bullet. The impact let her fly a good distance away. She flew in the air, and she knew she’d never feel herself land anymore. Up in the air, and she was right. Before she could even feel the ground, she lost consciousness, and that was meant for eternity.

Donghae’s face hit the wheel upon the impact of the crash. He raised his head up, blood trickling on his head and saw the white figure he had been chasing a few meters away from him. He stepped out of the car, his knees weak. He had stopped her from escaping. He had stopped her from running away. He walked closer, limping to where she was lying.

Closer and closer. Until all the fuzz in his head was starting to clear away. He was getting sober. He took a deep breath at the sight. The girl he had been looking out for the past weeks. The girl he had been imagining in his kitchen, cooking breakfast for him. The girl he had been imagining welcoming him home after a day’s work. The girl he had been imagining in a white luxurious gown down the altar.

That girl is now covered in blood, her body with bruises and wounds, scarily silent and not breathing. He heard a sob come out of his own mouth. …How could he ever do this to her?

He knelt down next to her and grasped her onto him. He called for help, but no one is coming.

Kyuhyun, Ryeowook, Sungmin and Yesung saw everything.

And that is how they’re haunted by their past.